Saturday, September 24, 2005
A lot more happier that way....
Today was on the train home with two friends.....then we were talking about the past days we experienced during my sec sch and JC days.... During the conversions, I recalled a lot a lot of funny and happy memories...ha...some memories will just never fade away...Quite a few of my "embarassing" past incidents were being revealed again...argh...but it was really funny that I laughed at myself too...keke...My hairstyle, my heavy bag, my days as a media head, my funny incidents with my teachers...wow....so many wonderful memories just flooded in.... i always enjoy conversions where past experiences are being digged out cos experiences at that time (childhood and sec sch) were pure, simple and trouble-free.........If u ask me to recall memories i have for my recent life, mmm....only some happy ones...very few compared to the past...now is mostly troublesome and sad moments ba....when one grows up, one will experience more troubles and this will make us feel that happy moments are really rare....i wan to go back to my old days where life was once simple, with less complicated troubles.....P.S. May all my friends' lives be filled with happy memories from now on........which u can recall when u are old...
dreaming @ 12:50 AM
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
Mooncake festival
Sunday is mooncake festival where the moon will be at its brightest and roundest..ha...mmm..still can remember the childhood days where I would get very excited over this festival cos I could go to Bishan park to play with lanterns and candles with my neighbour kids....really very fun and we (a bunch of kids) would be sticking candles all over the place, lighting them, then blowed them off and then lighted again...(wu liao right?) But when I grew bigger, I objected to the idea of sticking candles all over the floor cos once when I got home, I saw a indian cleaner squatting on the floor, using a knife to clean off the mess that were left behind by the burning candles...That day was a hot day and I really felt pitiful for the cleaner..We should not make him do extra work just for the pleasure of ourselves..so from that day onwards, I didn't play with candles le....haha....As one grows up, celebration of mooncake festival seems insignificant, no one is free to really sit down with a cup of tea and mooncake, and grazing at the moon...ha..just eat mooncakes in front of television....recently, heard chocolate's comment that durian mooncakes are nice..so i recommend my mum to go buy..ha..hope she does...hee...cos want to try something new..Anyway, ends here wishing everyone a happy mooncake festival!! eat more mooncakes! hee..
dreaming @ 8:58 PM
Monday, September 05, 2005
Worries...
Recently, i realise that i have a lot of things to worry about....first, there's one thing that has been troubling me, i keep thinking about it...this problem is complex and i can do nothing about it...mmm, i decide to cast this trouble aside now as i know i'm helpless about it and i guess i have no choice but to hold the attitude of "what will be will be" ....I'm very worried for my tuition kids...they are from china and their command of english is really poor....i realise that they roughly know the answers but without me carefully explaining the questions to them, they will be at a loss even though they know how to do...they will anyhow guess the answers...oh no... think they are too dependent on me le...i'm really worried for them when exams come....*pray*..... hope they can pass the papers....(anyone know any good method of teaching them?)Next on the worry list is of course the projects and assignments....mmm...i'm scared my ab214 will not do well cos a lot depends on my presentation...my presentation really not very good and i dun really know how to improve...die le...*pray*...this recess will be quite busy cos two projects due after recess......i know many of my friends are also complainting abt the workload..ha...jia you together!!Recess coming and wish those from ntu a happy and fruitful break! (hard for me to fulfill though..hee)
dreaming @ 11:08 PM
