Dreaming in process

Saturday, March 04, 2006

My ambition?

Today, one of my friends asked me whether i have any ambition...without any thought, i replied: "i want my projects to complete smoothly and on time"..then, i saw my friend giving me a "huh?" look, saying : "so short-term? dun u have any long-term ambition?"

Mmm..if u ask me this question when i was a kid, i would answer with enthusiasm: "I want to be a teacher"..ke..that was my ambition long time ago but i had changed it due to the terrible experience of teaching my sister..it made me hate teaching so i abandoned this ambition...

Later, i got inspired by a TV show that showed Chen Han Wei as a copywriter for advertisments..i found it really interesting cos i liked to come up with interesting slogans and concepts so i aspired to be a copywriter...My ambition was strengthened when the mass communication facility from poly came to my sec school to give us talks....it sounded so interesting....

But due to me being "crowd-follower", i went to JC instead but i swore to go to mass comm in uni so i studied hard for my general paper and wanted to go to ntu mass comm no matter what...in the end, i applied and even passed thorugh the interview and written test....

However, being a useless person with weak will, i did not follow my ambition and instead joined many friends in ntu nbs...ironically, i was determined not to join business when i was choosing my course cos i dun wan to be stuck in office all long day and ending up with a tummy...ha

so here i am...i really dunno my ambition...cos things will not go according to what u wan, especially for me cos me is indecisive....my ambition will be vague which is to find a interesting job where my friend's ambition was to set up a family and have a good career by age 30...she said that withour ambition and goal, you will only be living your life day by day without accomplishment..i agree...

I wish i have an ambition...what's yours??

dreaming @ 12:46 AM

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